An
ugly statement, contextualized by his reliance on blaming mental illness for
mass shootings, sprang forth from Bernie Sanders’ mouth at the Democratic
Debate on Sunday in Flint, MI – the same place where he
also decided to use people with disabilities as props for the Flint water
crisis. While he said the following ugly words, I was on stage at a queer
open mic yelling into the microphone a
poem what it’s like to be autistic and trans and disabled and watch community
members die.
"We
are, if [I'm] elected president, going to invest a lot of money into mental
health," Sanders said. "And when you watch these Republican debates,
you know why we need to invest in mental health."
Ow.
It was meant as a casual joke. But this is the kind of rhetoric that routinely
perpetuates itself into systemic oppression against people with mental illness
like myself. It says, “people with mental illness are responsible for oppressive
violence. People with mental illness are responsible for racism, xenophobia,
classism, homophobia, transphobia, and ableism.” We can certainly be all of the
above things because above all we are people, but mental illness alone is not
responsible for these things. For Bernie Sanders, who professes to be
anti-bigotry and progressive, it is a low blow to ascribe these things to
mental illness. It’s a cop-out.
And
above all we are people. I raised my voice into the microphone to conclude the
poem,
and the sun sinks through the trees
while you’re holding
candles and mourning the dead into the morning and beyond into all throughout the year
writing statements and riding waves of emotion that threaten to choke you as surely as
all the murdered disabled and trans people were
and sometimes they’re both and you can’t
draw lines in yourself so you’re drawing lines in the sand and saying “no more”
it’s not knowing where the dread begins and ends in you
it’s not knowing where the dead begin and end in your heart
candles and mourning the dead into the morning and beyond into all throughout the year
writing statements and riding waves of emotion that threaten to choke you as surely as
all the murdered disabled and trans people were
and sometimes they’re both and you can’t
draw lines in yourself so you’re drawing lines in the sand and saying “no more”
it’s not knowing where the dread begins and ends in you
it’s not knowing where the dead begin and end in your heart
People with disabilities and mental
illness die by a variety of methods every year, many of them murder and suicide.
You would rather laugh at jokes made our expense than reform an ableist
healthcare system (among other things) and society. No one is saying there’s not a need for better
health care, especially for mental health care – but that doesn’t just involve
making sure people can adequately access it, but that the healthcare itself isn’t
going to compound the issue by treating the person as a problem to be dealt
with and being ableist.
And when you talk about mental illness
like it’s what’s wrong with the “moral decay” of America… and like it’s what’s
wrong with the GOP… you sound like a eugenicist. You sound like the people who,
decades and decades ago, held strength and power and influenced state
legislation to sterilize us – disabled, mentally ill people (along with people
of color and low-income people) – and you sound like the people who committed
people with mental illness like me to first “madhouses,” and then later called
them “asylums” and then “institutions” and “mental hospitals,” along with
people with other disabilities to protect society from us.
You make us out responsible for the
nation’s shortcomings, when in reality you have failed to initiate the proper
funding and organization of community integration programs for us. You call
deinstitutionalization a disaster, and refuse to spend money on community care.
You are the reason people think we are horrifyingly dangerous and are more than
willing to introduce legislation to strip our rights.
You call us responsible for the things
wrong with society and sound like eugenicists.